You know I love fashion, despite the fact that I actually live in Kampung Paris. For hmm, 20 years, minus the time I spend in university and go travel in other states or countries. In Kampung Paris, you are very much expected to be wearing a CHEAP t-shirt and those so called 3-suku (tasteless) short pants walking on the street. Oh yea, don't forget the Bata brand slippers.
Woops. No offense though, it's not like wearing like that is wrong. In fact, it is very much better than dressing up SERIOUSLY and walking in Kampung Paris. Trust me. Everybody would stare at you like you just escaped from the zoo. It's just that I am very not the person who'd wear like that very often. I just don't like don't like. >.<
I don't buy very expensive clothes, I'm very pro in choosing something looks very classy and expensive yet in fact very cheap. Wheee. *nose raises high* LOL. However my "shopping steams" sometimes do come so desperately that it would submerge me in the omg omg I REALLY want this kinda ocean. And I'd just drown in it. hmmph.
Since I eeeeeeeam really senang lately...... *guilty look* Not really free at all actually, tonnes of works awaiting. .......Anyway, since I eeaaaam very imaginary-ly free lately, my shopping steam armies really attack me like no tomorrow.
Naoo that I am badly injured. =|
Darl wanted to give me pressie before am flying off. So I chose the Name Necklace from Minimaos. (Which is one of the oceans >.<) *grinsss*
One name necklace of my own name
Name Necklace's design draft
And a phone decor of his name.
Phone Decor's design draft
The name necklace is of White Gold plating and the phone decor is of Gold plating. Cool eh?
Shall let you guys see how they look when I get them! =)
If you think I bought all these, then thank you, cuz I could be a temporary rich chick in your imagination. Hah.
No lah, Cikgu Azu said the writers were great because they used the technique "suspense" in their novels. So since I'm a good ex-student of hers, I might as well do some application, so her salivas weren't wasted.
Sorry today's Black Friday, I'm kinda nervous so I crap alot.
Just a reminder
You should realize that this is somewhat a good chance for business men to make full use of naive customers to make full their wallets. But trust me, naive people are everywhere. Ohh but Malaysians are clever cause they never kena tipu.
LOL. We just don't 'celebrate' Black Friday okay.
I know you're desperate now. Hiak hiak. Since teknik saspens means you still gotta reveal the answer and break the kononnya suspense, here it is.
Mai Olympus Newborn Baby
So cute can melt!!!!
Isn't she prettyyyyyy? I shall just name her Coco LeeYong. My CocoYongCam™ girlgirl.
Like I said, no more lousy pictures, like THIS:
But this!!!!
See the big difference now?
If not, one more:
Fail.
*transforming*
Is this what you call miracle? No.
It's just all about maii CocoYong Cam™! She does magic understand?
Ohh by the way, she has a husband in the United State!! That blackie.
Ok lah maybe just fiance, they haven't even seen each other yet. =X
I don't really talk about my dream that much. Unless you're really close to me.Then I'm sure you understand how huge parta me is about what I dream. Not the dreams which happen mostly at night and my ancestors would be talking to my ex discussing about the recent news about the girl who cheated on 6 marriages capalang that kind FML.
I suppose it's like a chinese saying, you don't hang the thing you cared the most beside your mouth.
So you ask what is a dream. What does a dream mean. What makes dreams significant. and yea, why and how did you own one?
Honestly, I don't know. I'm still in the process of searching for great answers. I mean, true answers. There are too many people out there who don't know what they really want. Of course some of them happen to be successful, big or small, but definitely not one of the most-sucessful's. We all grow great by dreams. All big men are dreamers. They see things in the soft haze of a spring day or in the red fire of a long winter's evening. Most of the people HAD dreams. Some of us let these great dreams die, but others nourish and protect them; nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who sincerely hope that their dreams will come true.
My dream happened when I was three. Nothing big. It was like one day I suddenly said "Mii I wanna become a doctor in the future" and poop! That's it. I wished I knew what was happening in my little head. I mean, a three-year-old? I think I couldn't even construct a proper sentence yet. Yes I know that many kids have always say they want to be a doctor but it is somehow related to parents who WANT their children to be a professional(and doctor would be the most obvious choice) so indirectly they're affecting the kids in many ways. Like "ahBoy you want to be a doctor in the future not?" ^___^ (don't forget to act cute like TheParentWay) Then because the old Dr.Lim always gives candy when kids are seeing him so they think he's cool, "Yes," they'd answer. FTL.
But mine wasn't that way. In fact, there wasn't a way. It just happened. Ever since then, I was(still am) so firmed about what I wanted that I feel weird when I look back now. Not when I was matured enough to know why I chose this path though. What I'm wondering about is BEFORE THAT, when I don't think I had the ability to know the real meaning of being a doctor, and WHY doctor? Maybe this is fated or something.
Me and Sing Yee would both play doctors in role playing. Mummy used to wonder how come there's no patient but just doctors; and we could still be so reveled in it that we'd spend at least 3 hours on it.
Every time Pastor Heng visited my dad, he'd always call me a lawyer. "Hey lawyer!". As I was good at arguing even when I was a kid. But I'd reply, "Not lawyer, DOCTORRR lah!"
"Ohhh ok ok, Doctor!"
LOL.
I've seen so many people who don't have targets.Goals. Desires. Dreams. Too many when you throw a stone in a crowd, it'd most probably hit someone who is living his/her life just-like-that, day by day. Especially the young generation around my age. This is why the old people are always so angry about it, cuz during their time, most of them used to own all kinds of dreams. And they fought for it, some with their own lives.
Now, you can experiment it someday by catching someone around you spontaneously and ask "Why are you doing here(in the college/university/workplace)?" / "Why did you choose this course?" / "What makes you choose to work here?" / "Why aren't you studying instead of working?(or vice versa)"
They might just give you a IDon'tKnowleh.
I'm glad I have role models. Yeah really.
I have a niece. BUT she is one year older than me. She's now staying with my another cousin sister(her aunt) in KL. The other day when I went to KL, she already started her internship(which lasts for one month only) in Sunway Medical Centre.
As far as I know, she has always wanted to be a nurse. She joined St.John Ambulance when she was in secondary school and learnt things. She got great results in SPM and has gotten full schorlarship from the Sunway Group.
The Guardian Angel
And now she works for them. One of the best medical centers.
How many girls out there whose dream is to be a nurse? How many nurses out there whose dream was to be a nurse?
When I worked in Khoon Aik as a temporary teacher, I've seen teachers who didn't teach with all their heart, who didn't love the students a teacher should. I've seen teachers, who didn't deserve to be teachers.
I was depressed. Real depressed. I imagined if the children were my kids. I'd be so upset, and so scared if I knew they were treated that way. It's not like the teachers tortured the students or something, but mental torture is much more serious to kids that it could cause lifetime phobia.
I figured it was because being a teacher wasn't their dream. Just because teacher is the occupation which is most secured that's why.
and Ian Liew. My all-time hero.
Don't scold me
Already the lawyer look. I don't know how to describe your awesomeness. Your just too great. [Warning: Don't scold me and don't gehgeh act humble. XD ]
Always so strong. Always so firm. Always so determined. Always so ambitious.
And the biggest Guest of the Day, Jocelynnnnnn.
It was great talking to you. Just want you to know that you are artistic, talented like omg. Seriously.
Of all the special you
I know you won't, but yeah, don't give up. Never. You are just too great to give up. =)
P/S: I am NOT a stalker, peeps! I just love you guys. Heeeeee.
but it's pretty messy though. Previous one was more organized yet the colour was a bit dull.
Spent my night working on this and turned out ONLY this. Hope my can-finish-counting-using-fivefingers readers like it! This is for you babies. So chill, even if your sad now. Isn't the effort I put on this enough to curve your mouth 45degrees? If you don't get it or don't know how to do it, it's easy. Like this: =)
and Lo Siew Khim SEEEEE? Your picture is hanging on there! Hahaa. This is for you, for your spirit in life and basically EVERYTHING you do. You are our hero dear and none of us will ever forget you aite? Sometimes you are simply thinking too much la weih. You freaked me out by saying those things like so long never see lah scare don't know what to say to each others thingy, duhh! I didn't even think of THAT, like seriously, how would that even happen? =\ Such a baka of you. (Whee.Still remember the BAKA thing we liked to say during secondary school? I actually INVENTED it! Watashiwa stupid baka™. -.-)
Who says you' looked ugly that night? Zzz.
Work hard, study hard my dear. Though I know you will still do that without me saying this to you. I bet none of us in Bitchy Bitches™ could deal with life like how you do. You know what you want, you headed to the direction you decided you wanted to be in, unlike the others around you, you work hard for everything God didn't put in your palm, and yes life can be tough, but you are tougher my girl. You've paid for that much, and you get that many. Doesn't this bring more satisfaction to you? =) To me this is much much better than having a rich dad having nothing except a rich dad.
So khim, walk with faith, and I am sure that some day you will have all the blossoms for the seeds you've planted.
*opps how did i get that far*
The blog title's font size is too big that I can't put a title for my blog, else it'd block the view for the pictures. =(
So that will be a "♥" instead. Many many loves for all of YOU. You know who you are (:
Still pretty messy though. Arrrrgh. Tell me it is good enough? =S
Oppsss. This can't get your attention away from the fact that I've abandoned my bloggie for.....hmm, two decades, huh? Oh damn. It is sure not interesting enough.
Anyway, I was thinking this is cool. My professional Daily Horoscope has never disappoint me. Look at it, everyday is incredibly accurate. They see things by how the stars move etc, which I'm not pro at all at it. Lee Ee Ling, you must know more than I do.
About today, I was totally impressed by the last few ones: [ What do you feel is your destiny? Are you on the right path to fulfill it? As the Moon clinks with the Nodes today, it’s a very good day to have a think about how much we are or aren’t on track.]
What do I feel is my destiny. Well if you ask me the first thing pops out in my mind would be being a doctor. I guess this is the biggest dream in my life dee. Not only that, My new resolution is to be a GOOD doctor. If it's possible, I do not want to be a normal doctor who treats cough fever and flu and end my life that way.
A very good day to think if I am on track.
oh well....
IKAN BAKAR WAS NICE, Ooi Yu Ya Tan Yu Cheh Lo Siew Khim Lee Ling Wei.
OK I know I know!
I am definitely outta track.
Don't need to appear like that and show me THAT is on track, like literally.
and [If you’re still holding on to stuff from the past, you’re doing yourself a major disservice. Pluto is being activated hither and thither and he’s all about letting the old slip away so that the new can be born. It’s a part of the great cycle of life and it’s happening now!]
Hopefully I can get rid of YOU. Your shadows.
It's been three years. And I still can't seem to be relieved from what you did to me. Still can't get rid of the ghosts. Still having the phobia given by YOU. Everytime I see you, I still got that little strange feelings. Yes I hate you. Almost everyone knows that. I even gave you a stupid name, Jerk. That's rough, I know. But you are nothing better than that, trust me.
If it wasn't because of HIM, I am still in the middle of the swamp, still sinking in fears.
OK enough of this. That'd be another story.
Have crapped so much, hoping that everyone's attention has been shifted.........
Arrrghh I revealed it myself.
Ok la ok la I'm sorry for didn't update la! *in PhuaChuKang kinda way*
